~~You are jealous only of what
~~You lack only what you
refuse to embrace.
~~You refuse only to embrace
that of which you feel unworthy.
~~You only feel unworthy of
what you have determined you are not equal to.
~~You make all determinations
for self-serving reasons.
Therefore, jealousy of what another has is:
~~A means of hiding from
yourself your unwillingness to make a new determination which would make you
~~A form of arrogance to
compensate for littleness committed to and pleasured in, negating any need for
change and any opportunity to grow, embrace, be equal to . . . and have.
January 4, 2002